Monday, April 24, 2017

Mahmoud El Hallab Quotes

Mahmoud El Hallab Quotes

1. Eventually we'll forget the past, the reason we cried and who caused us pain. We will finally move and the memories will slowly start to fade. It's time to move on and forget about those who forgot about us. We will realise that if they still wanted to be with us, they'd still be here but deep down we know the truth. They won't come back, they've moved on with their life. We can't spend the rest of our life dwelling on the past and what could've been. It's time to move on.

2. Don't take something for granted. Someday, someone will come along and appreciate what you didn't.

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3. I'm sorry I wasn't the type of guy you were looking for but if you give me the chance to prove myself, I promise you that you wouldn't regret it.

4. My eyes hurt from crying, my heart hurts from trying. I look so tired & worn out because inside I'm dying. I miss you, I need you, but I'm better off without you. Days will have to drag on longer, but eventually I will stop thinking about you. I wish I knew. I feel broken & unwanted, like it was easy for you to let me go. I trusted you with everything, I let my feelings show. Someday I hope I can look back at this & say I was strong. But only I know I'm not...

5.You know I was there for you every single moment. You weren't there when I really needed you. You preferred someone else when you had the choice of coming back and start a new page. You better not come back to me with a broken heart and ask for my love, because I'm not going to heal you. I learned from you. You don't deserve me. I once loved you and you pushed me away. I'm not a game you can have me and then throw me away. Nope. My dignity comes first. I'm not coming back!!! I moved on.

6.I don't know what's going to happen from here on out but I do know is that I want to be with you. I've told you how I felt, all my feelings are true. You make me smile, you are always there for me, and you are just simply amazing. I'm so happy that I had the privilege to meet someone like you. We get along so well; the goofiness we share and our conversations are something I'd never trade for anything. I know we can become something special, I hope you see that too cause girl I have to tell you, I want no one else but you.

7.Even though it hurts to know that you aren't mine anymore, I think I'm going to be okay with out you. I know you're not coming back, you are the one who left but I realized that you don't care for me or even love me anymore. I can't keep dwelling on it, I just have to live with it. I'm not going to keep wishing for something I know won't come true because I know one day I'll find that girl who'll be different from the rest, but until then I'm not going to keep living in the past, I'm going to pick my head up and just move on.

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8.They told me to give up, to let you go and they promised that someday I'll find someone else. At first I believed them but after a while I started realising they were wrong. Now you're gone and you're not coming back. You moved on and forgot about me, but I'm still here wishing someday you will come back and will have our second chance.

9. It's not love if he makes you cry. It's not trust if he thinks every word is a lie. It's not right to treat someone good and not get the same feeling back. Sweetie, open your eyes, he's not the only guy on Earth. There's millions of guys waiting for you. Don't let him break you.

10.In the end, I'll regret all the chances I didn't take with you. I'll regret all the moments I let slip by. I'll regret all the times I hid my feelings from you. And in end, my biggest regret was losing you.

11. Sometimes you just have to fight the tears, keep smiling and say everything will be okay.

12. Sometimes you have to stop trying with some people. If they care, they'll make an effort.

13. When you lose someone that means a lot to you, you lose a part of you.

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14. Children are the only innocent people in this world, they are the victims of our actions.

15. I failed a lot of times running after people that didn't feel the same way for me. I treated them like they were my everything but they just treated me like another someone they knew. I gave up a lot of times and still every time I start loving someone new it never tends to work out...and it tears me up inside realising that they are starting to fade away from my life and eventually they'll be gone.

16. I can't believe it happened, I tried to stop it but I couldn't. I finally broke, I have no fight left in me. I thought I could keep this all inside of me, all bottled up. I thought if I put it in the back of my mind it would all just go away in due time. I was wrong, keeping all these emotions inside just got too much to handle and now here I am, broken down and defenseless. I'm in tears, I can't hold them back any longer. Tonight, tonight I'll cry. I'm going to let everything out, everything I've been keeping deep inside.

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17. I'm scared, scared to tell you how I truly feel. What if the answer I want isn't the answer I receive? I fear rejection. They say it's better to have tried then not to at all, but sometimes that just isn't enough. Sometimes all trying does is get you hurt. I really don't know what to do, but I do know is that I don't want to lose you. One part of me says to try, to let it all out and tell you how I really feel, maybe that's what I should do. who knows, it might be for the better, but then again the other part of me tells me to leave my feelings concealed. It tells me that trying is worthless, and then I'm reminded of my past which was nothing but pain and suffering. What should I do? which side do I choose? these conflicting emotions are killing me inside.

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18. I Want you, but then again I don't. I'm willing to take a chance, but not really. To tell you the truth, I'm scared. I've been hurt and heartbroken too many times. I'm afraid that if I open up, it'll only end in disaster. I know I shouldn't let what happened in the past interfere with the future, but that's easier said then done. That pain is going to be there whether I like it or not and I apologize. I'm not saying to wait for me cause I would hate to do that to you, but I'm just saying that I am worth it.

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19.You left me here all by myself and now you're far away with someone else. You forgot all about me and the love we once shared but don't worry my love, all those memories and moments I'll keep them deep down in my heart.

A Lost Love Letter

Hi Rozana, as I write you this letter I am in tears. because you deserved more than a lie I told you. I never wanted something like this to happen between us but to break your heart would mean to also break mine. It was something I had to do not just for myself, but for you also.

You were right. I want you to give me a chance to learn to trust you because . . . . my devotion was shallow. I loved you the way I wanted you to love me, not the way you wanted to be loved...

Know that I have NEVER cheated on you and I promise you I will never cheat on you. I was pushed again to do things I didn't want and say things I didn't mean. And only to realize that when it was too late... I didn't know what I want and I took out everything on you like I always did. I missed you every second, every minute that went by since I lost you. From the bottom of my heartless soul, I want you to forgive me. All I'm here for is forgiveness. I don't deserve your love anymore. I'm sorry my little angel.

I can’t text you roses, or fax you my heart. I’d email you kisses, but we’d still be apart. I love you to pieces, and just wish you’d see that I care for you so much because you mean the world to me.

I'm sorry for what happened but know that I've always been true to you since the start. I won't lie since the first time I told you I loved you, I meant it. It was painful when you turned me down but when you came back for me, I knew in my heart you felt something too. I've loved you with all my heart and meant every single word I told you. You were the flower in my life and you always will be. Know that I have never cheated on you and I promise you I will never cheat on you. And for a long time I thought it would be always be us together. But as time went by, and the more I got to know you, the more attached I got, I realized maybe we were just different. More different than we could over look. You wanted a relationship in a certain way and I wanted in another.

When I came back to runescape I came back to fix things with you and leave, knowing I could never be just friends with you because I loved you too much would lead to depression. I wanted you but the same time I didn't. I've hurt you a lot, way too much. When I asked you if you wanted to meet, I felt we could grow into something more than just an online thing. I really wanted that but keeping up with you & you keep up with me was harder than I thought. I don't know if I wanted you more than you wanted me or maybe that was just the way you are.

Trust has always been something that was hard to avoid. You've always told me you were innocent and I always believed you. I know you have your life and I understand how busy it can be. Yet again, I felt insecure being around you because I could never know what was happening. I always compared you to me, and it's my fault. I always wanted you to be like me. I know I have to accept you for who you are and I know...

I'm not going to hide how talking and spending time with you made me feel like I was the luckiest man in the world. You were so special you wouldn't even notice. When I fell inlove with you, I fell inlove with my life. You were on my mind every single moment in my day and I always hoped I brought you similar joy. Even though I create a lot of problems between, I swear when just talk for a couple of minutes, it all goes away. There's just me & you.

We had our problems just like we had our perfect moments. But the problems were harder. I always thought that when you really love someone you will fight for them, you will forgive them and you will sacrafice yourself for them. No matter how bad the things they did and said, you would listen and try to tell them the wrong. I was never the type of guy that was hard headed and didn't listen to when you talked to me but I don't expect you to talk to me after this...

Talking on skype made me feel closer to you, to love you. Not because you had a beautiful voice but because the sense of you being there next to me, talking to me. The thought that you were there, next to me. The last person I heard before I went to sleep. I don't deserve anyone else and I don't know if I deserve you but when I am not with you,

 I die a little inside every moment I remember you. Not because we're not together but because it my fault. Everything is my fault. Losing you will be my biggest regret Rozana :'(

*.*I've always wanted you that's it. All your flaws, mistakes, smiles, giggles, jokes, sarcasm. Everything. I just want you. Sometimes you say something so small and it just fits right into this empty place in my heart. You're the one I'll never forget. Not today, not tomorrow and not even in a thousand years. You are the flower of my life. The one I never get tired of looking at, being with and loving. I loved her once, I love her still and I always will. She may have pushed me away but in her heart I'll stay.

In a way, the way I felt with you is like a dream, something so amazing, magical, something so beautiful. Makes me feel as if the world is perfect, like it's never going to end. I knew every day with you was another perfect day. Another day where I could wake up happy and smiling because there was someone as special as you in my life. I didn't want it to end, honestly I never wanted it to end.

I'm going to take this part to admit how much of a ret, asshole, dick, retard, faggot, cocky, noob, ass, troll, nerd, (you know what I mean) to you. I was selfish and always wanted your attention. I wanted to talk to you a lot, every single moment and take you all to myself. I wanted you to spend time with only me. I was what you could say, a jealous boyfriend. I always created problems and overreact at the simple things and basically almost 99% the reason why we argue. I always try to be the one that's right and blame stuff on you because I'm insecure and can't trust you like you trust me. I was just a big messy problem and I'm just sorry. I admit it, I'm not the best lover out there...

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you. I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, but for what you are making of me.

Memories and moments... Oh so we have had so many of those but I still wished we had more. Those times you would come to clan wars with your crappy rune and scimitar OMG you just killed it. I couldn't stop smiling and laughing. There were many times you took my breath away, literally. Talking about all those soccer matches with you made me look forward every night. And during those german matches, oh my how I've wished for you to lose! Remember that time we said we'd talk for just 5 minutes if you let me and I'll leave your life forever. Damn I was crying but had to hide the tears because I didn't want you to know. Remember that time you came to red portal corner and chilled the whole day with me? Not to mention all those times you trolled me so hard! Heals4You LOL >.<' Damn we've know each other for so long now... just remembering those moments now makes me cry and wish we could go back to the start, just me and you.

I'm not asking for you to take me back Rozana, I wouldn't even take myself back anymore...
You don't deserve the things I put you through, the things I do to you...
I don't want to hurt you anymore. But I don't want you to be the one I lost.
I won't be happier without you, but you will be without me.
I'm sorry again to put you through everything, if you don't want to forgive me, it's okay. I deserve it.
You don't have to put up with me anymore.You're better off without me Rozana.
I will leave you alone if you want. I will go and never bother you again. (except that marriage thing, I promised I will when the time comes.)

I've played with your heart so many times that now I'm afraid that this was the last blow...
The blow that will make you move on with your life. And I'm sorry I can't do anything to stop you
if you won't let me.. I don't expect you to forgive me and take me back. Do what you have to do and this time, do it for you Rozana.

I don't want to say goodbye princess because I'm afraid it might be our last. I love you with every bit of my heart and I always will. Know that there will NEVER be a day that you won't cross my mind. I love you to bits and I wish you could give me my last chance. You are everything to me. I will forever remember you. Kiss your little brother for me on the head. God Bless you.

P.S Love you always and forever Rozana. Don't forget me.

Sunday, December 14, 2014

I Never Got The Chance To Tell Her I Loved Her

It was the first day of school. That was the first time I saw her. An angel sent from heaven in my eyes. And at that very moment I knew she was going to be the one I was waiting for. In a way, it was as love at first sight.
As time passed by, we became friends. We started talking and hanging out and before I knew it, I was falling for her more and more each day. But I knew, I knew from the start that I was falling in love with her and I didn't know why. I knew I wanted her but I wasn't sure if she wanted me.
I've always been shy towards girls I had a crush on. And in a way, my shyness was an obstacle to me in my life and once again I was proved right. I loved her more than the stars loved to shine in the dazzling nights. But I was afraid. I was scared to tell her how I felt. Maybe it was the fear of rejection or maybe I was afraid I'd lose her as a friend once she found out. It was a risk not worth taking at the time.
 I kept it all to myself. I buried my feelings towards her deep inside me and not to a single soul I would show my true feelings. For I knew that time would catch up to me sooner or later and one day I'll wake up and she won't be there anymore. I wanted to tell her but I didn't know why I couldn't...
Before I knew it months flew by and she was packing her bags to move away. She was traveling half a world away and I couldn't believe this was actually happening. The day I wished every night never to come has finally arrived.

Before she left, she came up to me and told me I was best friend she ever had. She looked me straight in the eyes for a brief moment like she knew I was dying on the inside just burning up to tell her something but it wouldn't just come out. She gave me a hug and kissed me on the cheek. As she wrapped her arms around me I wished time would simply stop. I wouldn't mind being stuck like that forever.
But time catches up to us eventually and after a split second, the moment was gone. She windrowed herself from me to a mere distance, looked me in the eyes and said this was goodbye. I wanted to grab her hand and pull her back to me but I just couldn't move. She turned around and started walking away slowly and with each step she took, the more pain I felt in my heart.

The truth is, in the end nothing matters. It's what you did before you reached the end that matters. - Mahmoud El Hallab
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Saturday, March 8, 2014

Variety of Love Quotes, Inspirational Quotes, Memories Quotes, Sad Quotes, Life Quotes

Love Quotes ~

Roses are red, violets are blue, I’ll never love someone the way I love you.

There’s always going to be that one person that no matter how many times they hurt you, you’ll always still love them.

I love you like the stars love the night sky. Like the moon loves to glow. Like the sun loves to shine bright. Like the wind loves to blow. Like the winter loves to make it snow. Like a heart loves to beat, for mine will never stop because you hold the key.

You did something to me, I don’t know what it was but I do know that I dont want to lose you. You always keep a smile upon my face and I can act like myself because you accept me. You mean so much to me, the way you make me feel is just unexplainable. This is the happiest I’ve been in a awhile and I have to thank you for that. You just make it so easy to fall for you and believe me, I’m falling harder with each passing day.

I love the way you look into my eyes and make me feel yours. You are the most awesome gift that life gave me. You are the hero that I was waiting for. I can’t even think of spending my life without you. I love you for what you are! My heart does a somersault when you come close to me. You are the light keeps me shining.

Day after day I’m missing you. Week after week I’m forgetting you. Month after month I’m moving on. Year after year I’m regretting the moment I met you.

When I first saw you, you took my breath away. When you first talked to me, I couldn’t think. When you asked me out, I couldn’t respond. When you touched me, I got shivers all through my body. And when we first kissed, I floated away in my dreams. It’s magic each time we hold each other, each time we cuddle, and each time we kiss. I feel goosebumps all over again. I never want to let you go for fear of losing you, so I just hold on a little bit tighter each day, refusing to let go. You will never know the warmth I feel inside me when I’m with you. You’re all I ever wanted.

Sad Quotes ~

Sorry I had to let you go but I couldn’t hold on anymore. It kills me to let you go but its even worse to see that you don’t care at all about me. You mean everything to me but I guess to you, Im just another friend. The more I hold on, the more im going to get hurt. Someday im going to look back and regret and I’m gonna wish I tried harder but the sad truth is, that in the end the one that gets hurt isn’t you, its me.

Silently Missing someone.
Silently caring someone.
Even though we can’t be together.
I’ll still love you forever!

Im not gonna lie to you, I did care about you. I did spend all those nights crying for you. I did feel sad when you were not around. I did get jealous when you talked to him. I did make up excuses just to see you. I did spend hours waiting for your replies and worst of all, I did spend all those days hoping that one day you’ll love me like I loved you.

Inspirational Quotes ~

I love you, you don’t love me, but that’s fine, I’ll be okay. I miss you, you don’t miss me, but that’s fine, I’ll be okay. My heads filled with you, your heads filled with someone else, but that’s fine, I’ll be okay. I’ll fight through it, even though it hurts now, it’ll get better, I’m sure of it.

I’ll just sit back and watch you fall for the wrong people until you realize the right one for you was me all along.

Once again, you broke my heart. Once again, I went back to you. Once again, I didn’t listen to anyone. Once again, I am writing about you. You take advantage of the fact that I love you, of the fact that I cant let you go. You always promise that next time it will be different. But it never is. Its always the same routine. You apologize not meaning it, and I forgive you with out hesitation. My friends start telling me to not go back, but I don’t listen. And then, you go and break my heart again. But one day, i’ll be strong enough to just walk away. Walk away from you and your bullshit.

Life Quotes ~

Someday when the pages of my life end, I know that you will 
be one of its most beautiful chapters.

Don’t take something for granted. Someday, someone will come along and appreciate what you didn’t.
There are things that you don’t want to happen,but you have to accept.
There are things that you don’t want to know,
but you have to learn.
And there are people you can’t live without, but you have to let go.

And now Im living in the past with all these regrets. Looking at all the chances I was too afraid to take and the people I was too scared to admit my feelings to. Life is moving on but I still can’t let go off all these regrets.

No matter how long its been, every time I stare at the pictures we took, it still feels like yesterday.No matter how long its been, every time I stare at the pictures we took, it still feels like yesterday.

Don’t envy my smile, it took a lot of tears to earn it. Don’t envy my love, it took a lot of pain to grow it. Don’t envy my life, I’ve gone through so much to appreciate it…

Do you ever get that feeling where you dont want to talk to anyone anymore? You just want to be left alone for a while, not to be lonely but to figure out whats going on in your life.

Sunday, January 19, 2014

What does being happy actually mean?

Have you ever asked yourself, "What makes me happy"?
What is it that brings joy to your life?
What does it feel to be happy?
Often this is one of the most difficult question one must ask themselves because
real happiness cannot be thought of but rather felt.

Seeking happiness in life is inevitable but what does being happy actually mean? Is it the expression of a smile on your face? To be around those who are dearest to you or rather to live your life wild & free with no boundaries?

“Happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder...”― H. D. Thoreau

Happiness has a different meaning to each and every one of us. Some people refer to pleasure as their source of happiness while others would want to spend the rest of their lives with the one and true love of theirs. But there is one thing that does not change when we speak about happiness, which is desire.

People always think that if they had something they don't have or did something they always wanted to do, it will make them happy. 
Some pursue happiness while others create it.

You spend your life wishing, hoping and desiring. It seems that what you have is just not enough at times. We wish we had more money to go out and follow our dreams for example like traveling. But the truth is money does not buy happiness but that does not mean it can't lessen the pain in life. A wise woman once said to me "Money can't buy me happiness but I'd much rather cry in a mansion." We hope that our lives will improve and often wish that our life was different. Most of us we accept & desire the love we think we deserve.

For one to be happy, stop looking for happiness. Happiness is not something you find but rather something you feel. Don't look for happiness, create it. You won't find happiness in others before you find happiness in yourself for happiness is only a choice and one of us should make.

Isn't it ironic? With all that we have, with all that we are, it seems like it's just not enough. It's our nature to seek happiness, to seek desire. - Mahmoud El Hallab

Feel free to comment what you think! Appreciate all your feedback! Thank you. 

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Do you still believe in True Love? Does it exist today?

I'm the type of person that nowadays still believes that true love does exist in this world. I still believe that someone out there can actually love you all your life. You see, in love it's not about loving someone or being loved by someone else, it's about loving and being loved by the same person. Maybe it is true that True Love has become harder to find but you can't possibly say that it is impossible to find. Most of us wish that one day we'll come across that person during the journey of our life but now of course we'll have many lovers during our life so how will you know which one is the right one?

The truth is, you don't find love, love finds you. If you dont find the right person for you now, that does not mean you never will, you just have to keep looking harder, have patience and never give up hope for in the end it is only hope that we have left.

True Love is not when you find a person cute, rich or funny. Love is not based on beauty or mere lifelessness luxuries such as money but rather those are a bonus in life. True Love is when you just get the feeling that the person you're with is simply right for you. That the person simply understands you, trusts you and your heart skips a beat when you see them. They make you smile and you feel happy when you're around them, feels as if the world is perfect like it's never going to end. You find them kind, sweet, and loving. You feel safe in their presence and just the sense of them just standing next to you, that will mean 

the world to you.

Knowing if you truly love someone it does not take days, weeks or months but even years sometimes. It is fairly true that some of you may think it's not worth it, to wait years to find the perfect person for you but ask yourself this question; would you rather spend the rest of your life going in and out of relationships?

Sooner or later you will know that the wait was worth it and now you can be happy because you finally found someone that truly appreciates you for who you really are, not perfect, and they wont even mind one bit. Well this was just my opinion on True Love that is.

In a way, love is like a dream, something so amazing, magical, something so beautiful. Makes you feel as if the world is perfect, like it's never going to end. - Mahmoud El Hallab

Feel free to comment your opinion on True Love in the comments!