Sunday, December 14, 2014

I Never Got The Chance To Tell Her I Loved Her

It was the first day of school. That was the first time I saw her. An angel sent from heaven in my eyes. And at that very moment I knew she was going to be the one I was waiting for. In a way, it was as love at first sight.
As time passed by, we became friends. We started talking and hanging out and before I knew it, I was falling for her more and more each day. But I knew, I knew from the start that I was falling in love with her and I didn't know why. I knew I wanted her but I wasn't sure if she wanted me.
I've always been shy towards girls I had a crush on. And in a way, my shyness was an obstacle to me in my life and once again I was proved right. I loved her more than the stars loved to shine in the dazzling nights. But I was afraid. I was scared to tell her how I felt. Maybe it was the fear of rejection or maybe I was afraid I'd lose her as a friend once she found out. It was a risk not worth taking at the time.
 I kept it all to myself. I buried my feelings towards her deep inside me and not to a single soul I would show my true feelings. For I knew that time would catch up to me sooner or later and one day I'll wake up and she won't be there anymore. I wanted to tell her but I didn't know why I couldn't...
Before I knew it months flew by and she was packing her bags to move away. She was traveling half a world away and I couldn't believe this was actually happening. The day I wished every night never to come has finally arrived.

Before she left, she came up to me and told me I was best friend she ever had. She looked me straight in the eyes for a brief moment like she knew I was dying on the inside just burning up to tell her something but it wouldn't just come out. She gave me a hug and kissed me on the cheek. As she wrapped her arms around me I wished time would simply stop. I wouldn't mind being stuck like that forever.
But time catches up to us eventually and after a split second, the moment was gone. She windrowed herself from me to a mere distance, looked me in the eyes and said this was goodbye. I wanted to grab her hand and pull her back to me but I just couldn't move. She turned around and started walking away slowly and with each step she took, the more pain I felt in my heart.

The truth is, in the end nothing matters. It's what you did before you reached the end that matters. - Mahmoud El Hallab
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Saturday, March 8, 2014

Variety of Love Quotes, Inspirational Quotes, Memories Quotes, Sad Quotes, Life Quotes

Love Quotes ~

Roses are red, violets are blue, I’ll never love someone the way I love you.

There’s always going to be that one person that no matter how many times they hurt you, you’ll always still love them.

I love you like the stars love the night sky. Like the moon loves to glow. Like the sun loves to shine bright. Like the wind loves to blow. Like the winter loves to make it snow. Like a heart loves to beat, for mine will never stop because you hold the key.

You did something to me, I don’t know what it was but I do know that I dont want to lose you. You always keep a smile upon my face and I can act like myself because you accept me. You mean so much to me, the way you make me feel is just unexplainable. This is the happiest I’ve been in a awhile and I have to thank you for that. You just make it so easy to fall for you and believe me, I’m falling harder with each passing day.

I love the way you look into my eyes and make me feel yours. You are the most awesome gift that life gave me. You are the hero that I was waiting for. I can’t even think of spending my life without you. I love you for what you are! My heart does a somersault when you come close to me. You are the light keeps me shining.

Day after day I’m missing you. Week after week I’m forgetting you. Month after month I’m moving on. Year after year I’m regretting the moment I met you.

When I first saw you, you took my breath away. When you first talked to me, I couldn’t think. When you asked me out, I couldn’t respond. When you touched me, I got shivers all through my body. And when we first kissed, I floated away in my dreams. It’s magic each time we hold each other, each time we cuddle, and each time we kiss. I feel goosebumps all over again. I never want to let you go for fear of losing you, so I just hold on a little bit tighter each day, refusing to let go. You will never know the warmth I feel inside me when I’m with you. You’re all I ever wanted.

Sad Quotes ~

Sorry I had to let you go but I couldn’t hold on anymore. It kills me to let you go but its even worse to see that you don’t care at all about me. You mean everything to me but I guess to you, Im just another friend. The more I hold on, the more im going to get hurt. Someday im going to look back and regret and I’m gonna wish I tried harder but the sad truth is, that in the end the one that gets hurt isn’t you, its me.

Silently Missing someone.
Silently caring someone.
Even though we can’t be together.
I’ll still love you forever!

Im not gonna lie to you, I did care about you. I did spend all those nights crying for you. I did feel sad when you were not around. I did get jealous when you talked to him. I did make up excuses just to see you. I did spend hours waiting for your replies and worst of all, I did spend all those days hoping that one day you’ll love me like I loved you.

Inspirational Quotes ~

I love you, you don’t love me, but that’s fine, I’ll be okay. I miss you, you don’t miss me, but that’s fine, I’ll be okay. My heads filled with you, your heads filled with someone else, but that’s fine, I’ll be okay. I’ll fight through it, even though it hurts now, it’ll get better, I’m sure of it.

I’ll just sit back and watch you fall for the wrong people until you realize the right one for you was me all along.

Once again, you broke my heart. Once again, I went back to you. Once again, I didn’t listen to anyone. Once again, I am writing about you. You take advantage of the fact that I love you, of the fact that I cant let you go. You always promise that next time it will be different. But it never is. Its always the same routine. You apologize not meaning it, and I forgive you with out hesitation. My friends start telling me to not go back, but I don’t listen. And then, you go and break my heart again. But one day, i’ll be strong enough to just walk away. Walk away from you and your bullshit.

Life Quotes ~

Someday when the pages of my life end, I know that you will 
be one of its most beautiful chapters.

Don’t take something for granted. Someday, someone will come along and appreciate what you didn’t.
There are things that you don’t want to happen,but you have to accept.
There are things that you don’t want to know,
but you have to learn.
And there are people you can’t live without, but you have to let go.

And now Im living in the past with all these regrets. Looking at all the chances I was too afraid to take and the people I was too scared to admit my feelings to. Life is moving on but I still can’t let go off all these regrets.

No matter how long its been, every time I stare at the pictures we took, it still feels like yesterday.No matter how long its been, every time I stare at the pictures we took, it still feels like yesterday.

Don’t envy my smile, it took a lot of tears to earn it. Don’t envy my love, it took a lot of pain to grow it. Don’t envy my life, I’ve gone through so much to appreciate it…

Do you ever get that feeling where you dont want to talk to anyone anymore? You just want to be left alone for a while, not to be lonely but to figure out whats going on in your life.

Sunday, January 19, 2014

What does being happy actually mean?

Have you ever asked yourself, "What makes me happy"?
What is it that brings joy to your life?
What does it feel to be happy?
Often this is one of the most difficult question one must ask themselves because
real happiness cannot be thought of but rather felt.

Seeking happiness in life is inevitable but what does being happy actually mean? Is it the expression of a smile on your face? To be around those who are dearest to you or rather to live your life wild & free with no boundaries?

“Happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you, but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder...”― H. D. Thoreau

Happiness has a different meaning to each and every one of us. Some people refer to pleasure as their source of happiness while others would want to spend the rest of their lives with the one and true love of theirs. But there is one thing that does not change when we speak about happiness, which is desire.

People always think that if they had something they don't have or did something they always wanted to do, it will make them happy. 
Some pursue happiness while others create it.

You spend your life wishing, hoping and desiring. It seems that what you have is just not enough at times. We wish we had more money to go out and follow our dreams for example like traveling. But the truth is money does not buy happiness but that does not mean it can't lessen the pain in life. A wise woman once said to me "Money can't buy me happiness but I'd much rather cry in a mansion." We hope that our lives will improve and often wish that our life was different. Most of us we accept & desire the love we think we deserve.

For one to be happy, stop looking for happiness. Happiness is not something you find but rather something you feel. Don't look for happiness, create it. You won't find happiness in others before you find happiness in yourself for happiness is only a choice and one of us should make.

Isn't it ironic? With all that we have, with all that we are, it seems like it's just not enough. It's our nature to seek happiness, to seek desire. - Mahmoud El Hallab

Feel free to comment what you think! Appreciate all your feedback! Thank you. 

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Do you still believe in True Love? Does it exist today?

I'm the type of person that nowadays still believes that true love does exist in this world. I still believe that someone out there can actually love you all your life. You see, in love it's not about loving someone or being loved by someone else, it's about loving and being loved by the same person. Maybe it is true that True Love has become harder to find but you can't possibly say that it is impossible to find. Most of us wish that one day we'll come across that person during the journey of our life but now of course we'll have many lovers during our life so how will you know which one is the right one?

The truth is, you don't find love, love finds you. If you dont find the right person for you now, that does not mean you never will, you just have to keep looking harder, have patience and never give up hope for in the end it is only hope that we have left.

True Love is not when you find a person cute, rich or funny. Love is not based on beauty or mere lifelessness luxuries such as money but rather those are a bonus in life. True Love is when you just get the feeling that the person you're with is simply right for you. That the person simply understands you, trusts you and your heart skips a beat when you see them. They make you smile and you feel happy when you're around them, feels as if the world is perfect like it's never going to end. You find them kind, sweet, and loving. You feel safe in their presence and just the sense of them just standing next to you, that will mean 

the world to you.

Knowing if you truly love someone it does not take days, weeks or months but even years sometimes. It is fairly true that some of you may think it's not worth it, to wait years to find the perfect person for you but ask yourself this question; would you rather spend the rest of your life going in and out of relationships?

Sooner or later you will know that the wait was worth it and now you can be happy because you finally found someone that truly appreciates you for who you really are, not perfect, and they wont even mind one bit. Well this was just my opinion on True Love that is.

In a way, love is like a dream, something so amazing, magical, something so beautiful. Makes you feel as if the world is perfect, like it's never going to end. - Mahmoud El Hallab

Feel free to comment your opinion on True Love in the comments!

Friday, January 17, 2014

The Great Gatsby - "Young and Beautiful"

                                                          I simply love this movie, this song & scene!

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Looking back at the past, at the memories.

Memories in our hearts stab us like a knife. Part of us wishes they would go away but part of us doesn't want to forget.

There were days when I used to sit down and just think of the past, of the days that are no more. I sit back and I look through a memory book. A book that brought back both happy & sad moments to mind. When I look at my old pictures, all I can see is what I used to be but am no longer. I think: What I can see is what I am not. I feel like I'm in a world full of childhood memories and everything around me is constantly changing with the fear in me that I'll forget the the moments that took my breath away. Moments that go by so very fast and sometimes before we even realize it, they're gone forever.

Some memories bring back the sense of joy to our life. They remind us of how good things used to be. How happy life can be. But you see, moments such as these pass us by in a blink of an eye. And at the other side, some memories bring tears to our eyes. They remind us of the pain we felt deep in our chest, the people we have lost and the mistakes we have done.

 A photograph is the pause button of life.

The truth is there's one thing I learned in life. It goes on with or without you.

Thursday, January 2, 2014

The Most Heart Touching Love Story You'll Ever Read

10th Grade 

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th Grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Senior Year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.